Why Me?

My name is kate, I’ve been bullyied since i was 11 years old. i dont understand still why im still bullied 6 years later. it seems to be getting worse and worse, i harm myself mentally emotionally and physically: i’ve attempted to kill myself on multiple occassions. I dont want to be alive anymore everything gets worse nothing seems to get better. so whats the point of living? i want to stop speaking, stop eating and stop breathing. I JUST GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!!

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3 Responses to “Why Me?”

  1. Lauren | June 15, 2014 at 8:59 pm #

    Hi Kate.
    I just want to say that even though I don’t know you personally, I know that you’re stronger than this. You don’t deserve to be bullied, no one does. I know what it’s like to feel like there’s nothing else you can do but give up but I’m living proof that giving up is not the right option. I self harmed and I’ve contemplated suicide plenty of times. I wrote suicide notes and I even prepared the way I was going to do it. But then the day after I thought about ending my life, my friends were being really silly and I was laughing all day and they made me feel better without even realizing it. You need to lean on friends because they’re the ones that matter. You shouldn’t care what your bullies think because I learned that bullies bully people because their victim(s) have something they’re jealous of. You may not believe that you have something people could be jealous about but believe me you do! Everyone does. Just posting your story on here was a strong move and it shows that you want people to understand how a bullied victim feels. You.Are.Strong. Never forget that. And if you ever need a friend I’ll be here even if you don’t know be personally. I’ll still be here because I know how you feel. Stay Strong <3

  2. Kate Garfield | June 10, 2014 at 6:44 pm #

    Hi Kate,
    My name is also Kate and I was bullied when I was younger, as well. I’m 23, now, and all throughout middle school and high school I was bullied by girls every day that didn’t like me. It seemed like there were always more girls that didn’t like me every day. I struggled emotionally, I skipped school so I wouldn’t have to deal with it. It brought so much stress on my life an d depression. Please get help, Miss Kate. Talk to someone about what is going on, There are much better things after this part of your life, I promise. The people that bully you do not have to be a part of your life forever. Sometimes people bully because they are insecure, even if it doesn’t seem like they are. Keep your head up, keep your heart strong. If you find it in you to get help, you can find a solution. Asking for help doesn’t make you weak, it helps you become strong. There are people that really love you that don’t want to see you hurt from other people or yourself.

    Stay tough, Kate.

    Sincerely,
    Kate

  3. Admin | June 10, 2014 at 4:54 pm #

    We are so sorry for what you have been through and continue to go through. In addition to speaking with trusted people in your life, there are many places you can call that are ready to help. Please call: 1-800-273-8255.

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