Hi,my name is Emeline. I’m actually turning sixteen in 8days.
I’m sorry about my english,i’m french but i felt like i had to talk about my story.
So, last year i was in a school that i liked, i had a lot of friends,i was enjoying school a lot until the month of june 2013.
I finished school at 6pm and it was on friday,so i went to go at home and there was a lot of people i didn’t know in front of my school so i didn’t understand but i was like ” whatev ” and the minute i passed the school gate a girl that was supposed to be a good friend of mine just grabbed me to the neck and started strangling me. I thought i was going to DIE.
I didn’t have strength to do anything. and everyone around ( the other teens ) were just looking at us,screaming,FILMING WITH THEIR PHONES what was happening. i just didn’t know why she was doing that to me.
I came back at home and i explained all that happened to my mom nd dad while i was in tears and i was shaking like crazy.
I became depressed,i started cutting myself. I didn’t go to school until july. i went to summer vacation on july till the end of august. September was all new for me. A new school,new people,new futur friends. i was confident. i met a girl that was kinda like me,she had the same style etc i loved her so much she was kinda like my bff. Then all was going worst and worst everyday… started to cut a lot more because i NEEDED it,i had to. i hated myself and i still do.
so i told about that to my ” bff ” nd like 5 weeks ago i learned she told everyone in my class i was cutting myself etc. so now i just don’t want to meet anyone in my whole life. i don’t want new friends. i’m alone and im good with that. i don’t eat that much and if i eat like 2meals by day i feel bad at myself and i’ll cut even more and think about going to make myself puke. I dont go to school anymore and i don’t know if going to the hospital would be a great idea?..
Anyway, stay strong, i bet someone love you on this fucking planet,don’t give up cause imma be here for you.