I had a friend> whose name I will not put in this. We became very close since the beginning of grade 7, I soon began to also socialize with her other two friends. We hung out each day, did homework together. etc. 5 months later….. everything came crashing down. She told me I was too clingy. Sent me hateful and threatening messages until midnight. I couldn’t go to school, I was a coward. Once I went, it happened there. After school (inside school) she kicked me while her other two friends just stood there. She led me to the washroom, pushed me in a stall, locked it and left me crying in there. Pointed out all my flaws, and left my self-esteem so low, I didn’t want to show my face anywhere, i suffered through depression for a while. However she suddenly stopped, I slowly became better, but didn’t fully recover. As The summer passed I didn’t take myself out of the house.
Grade 8 has just started now, and now its not physical, but the looks she gives me every time i walk by, how they look at me like I’m worthless, disgusting, or some little piece of shit that’s been stepped on, smeared, and barely even visible any more. Now I’m still suffering with depression and suicidal thoughts. And I don’t think it’ll get better.
I hope whoever reads this does not go through this, I’m warning you, make your trusting only worth someone actually valuable.
Thanks for listening, whoever you are.