Im 14 year old female living in Australia, I was bullied for around 7 years and no one knows. I was told I was ugly, fat, tub of lard, King Kong, Fail Whale. It got to the point where I was thinking of committing suicide. I still am on some days. It has affected me in ways I can’t describe. I have a feer that I will never be held, kissed or made love to. Everyone knows me as some outgoing person with a bubbly personality but, it hurts so much to think that people dont find me attractive. The worst thing is when someone said that everyone hates me and overtime I started to believe all the insults hurled at me. While I just laughed and brushed it off with a cocky smile it got to me and it still does. To be insulted almost everyday several times for half your life hurts. Overtime you believe them and now I wonder if hey were right.